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Hidden truth within Me
A very well loved group of people have helped me.
Everything comes from deep inside
Never letting anything hide.
Something was always there
But she was afraid
to share.
She began not to forget
Nothing to regret.
There was a purpose
and needed to resurface.
No one ever
knew
What love can really do.
They have all reopened her heart
That was only the start...
Senseless Emotion
You treat me like a delicate rose petal,
Almost like I should receive a medal.
Eyes of amber gold,
Endearing
and so bold.
It's so hard to contemplate
It's hard to believe I have seen such hate.
Some who have a virtuous soul,
Have
decided to control.
The flow of emotion and love,
Comes straight from above.
Thinking makes it clear,
But knowing
it could disappear.
In a moment of fate,
There's also a very terrible thing called hate
Faith is
All I Got
No description you be the judge
If I don't have a pen and paper near
The words just seem to disappear
There are
feelings which I cannot hide
They are deep from the inside
Hidden due to the past
Hoping this feeling does last
Never
knowing what to say or do
Strange though I feel comfortable with you
Wondering what the meaning
of these dreams
Need
to make sense of what
this all means
Hopeless I know I'm not
Faith in you is all I got
Reality has set in
Just
somemthing trown together when I realized my love was only a drea
feeling so cold and weak
Very hard for me to think
I only had the best of intentions
Let this be my only lesson
To
think one to feel so much love
Is it coming from up above?
The skies are of gloom and pain
almost like there was
something to gain
How can you ponder
When the heart has to wander
Walking alone this lonely beach
Knowing they
both are out of reach
Longing
To my raging saint who had my heart from the start .Now we are to fa
This is odd
So strange yet true
All I do is think of you.
In my heart and
soul
Slowly closing this black hole.
Not knowing is so sad
That I can't help but to be glad.
Knowing that your
by my side
Making me no longer want to hide.
This is I know that's for sure
There is such thing as a cure.
Someone
was holding the key
You have made me happy, set me free!
Caring is a Omen
Thi swas a sweet poem at first.Then it had become as sad on in hte ruf
Some can't imagine
this love and compassion
That I have for those
and cherish
the most.
As a child I was so shy
Knowing I could never touch the sky.
But then he came to me
And had found the
key.
Someone so honest and true
Who could imagine coming out of the blue.
Never would she have guessed
That she
was the one very blessed.
But now there is so much pain.
As if she's going insane.
They all have shut the door
On
her once more.
She thought that they were true friends
But her heart and soul
Have not hurt this bad.
They took
away her promised land.
Guess you can see
she was only in make believe.
Remembering....Dreaming
yesterday I thought of you,
and my heart shed a tear.
For the memories all but
forgotten,
Those were always so dear.
I wish we could have stopped in time,
No room for things to change.
I like
them just the way they were,
Now your absence seems so strange
But really things have not been lost
Your always in
my mind
Someday we'll be best friends again
In a dream of a another time.
Feeling aren't very clear
not sure how to describe this one.
Good fortunes come to the deserving,
though the waiting is un bearing
the pressure of being the great elite,
almost
makes you face defeat
There's no gold at the end of this rainbow,
Just a myth that makes dreams flow.
You know you
can accomplish anything,
within that magical ring.
Wondering why me everyday
Stepping out into the open
waiting
for one to unlock the door
Making life worth living more.
AS the day goes By
Just
another jumbled piece of thoughts and emotions
Thinking day
by day
How did we get this way?
Very sincere and sweet
almost complete
Coming from deep within
This is how
it all begins?
This is spinning out of control
But coming straight from my soul.
Feelings are shared
Both know
how much each cared.
That shell needed to be broken,
Just try to open.
I promised you my heart you'd have,
No
matter if this wasn't your plan.
And I tell you this,
I am the one very blessed.
You will have me forever and always,
No
one can take this bond away,
No way no how no way
LIfe of Sorrow
A feeling I had today
I
followed the road like a endless dream
Nothing in life is ever what it seems
Hills are getting harder to climb
I'm
running out of time.
You can't lose what you never had
That's what's really sad.
Life is like whisper in the wind
Never
know what's around the bend.
Wondering isn't very keen
People in this world can be so mean.
Life should be happy
and fun
But to me mine hasn't begun.
To much heartache to share,
No tike anyone really would care.
Sometimes feel
so desperate
Wishing someone would just take me out
of my misery.
To much sorrow
But I have to look towards tomorrow.
Serene Desire poetry in motion (5-15-05)
figured I give it a try what could it hurt?
Serene canvas surrounding the trees
Whispers reasoning everything
Sun-swept sorrow
burning forgiveness
Forever nights draw desire
by ragingsaintradiofan
Author's Comments:
"No clue the meaning but I tried it.Just
feeling I have at times as well"
Where do I Belong?
Just feelings I have pondered on for a bit
In the still of the night
So desolate and quiet
I try to think of what I have
become
The feelings are beginning to be so numb.
People say "you should do this ,
You should do that"
But I'm
my own person,
not your new diversion.
Always asking myself "Why me"?
Will this always be?
The wondering , hope,
and devotion,
Do I wait for the answer to this notion?
Question my heart all the time,
Starts to make me go out of
my mind.
A dream?
Virtual or reality?
Can anyone explain this to me?
Where do I fit in this world?
Sometimes
I feel like that ,old
That no one wants
Then other times they want me to much
Almost like I'm their crutch.
Wish
one day it will be clear.
What my life had want me to endear.
by ragingsaintradiofan
Author's Comments:
"I am just trying to express my wonderous realiztion.I don't know where I fit in."
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The Soul Of A Woman
She sleeps like
an Angel
And wakes like the Devil
She`s seen too much
Of Heaven and Hell
The soul of a woman
God`s greatest
creation
And this one`s got stories
Some she can`t tell
She smiles like a child
Mischievous `n wild
She`s
got some tattoos
And some scars on her soul
She`s been on her own
More than a country mile
Surrendering all
to all
Love or HAte
To the loved one's around me
Love and hate
Is sometimes a terrible trait
I have
closed the door
I chose to ignore
Block the world out
Because of the pain I've been dealt
Sometimes it seems as
if
you are a magical gift
Then other you are mean
and sometimes put me to shame.
Never did anything to make
you
feel this way
It makes my clouds so gray
When it's love
it is adorned
When it's hate
It's as if I wish
I
wasn't born
Beautiful
Not sure. I was just thinking and feeling this
Only want to feel beautiful
I look in mirror and what do I see?
Just a ordinary me
Want to feel
sensual
tranquil
In your eyes I'm just another girl
To me I'm riding the tilt-a-whirl
I go around and around
I
end up always on the ground
All dirty and disheveled
Almost as someone had just leveled
My soul is pain
and so
obscure
But they only see the outside
not my inner core
Which some they'd adore
Everyone is beautiful
If you'd
just see
The inner beauty with in me
Gazing At The Sky-
feelings for someone very close to my heart
Gazing into his eyes,
I get so memorized.
The gentle breath on my neck,
Makes me lose
all concept.
Reality is no setting in,
WE shouldn't even begin.
Passionate kiss flow,
This feeling I don't want
to know.
The feelings come deep from within
Is he the one I've been searching for?
The's feelings haven't been here
before,
They make me want to soar.
Into those clouds again once more.
Passion brings ecstasy,
Making my heart
want to stay..
I think these feelings are only one sided,
So we are truly divided.
Such a virtuous soul,
That
I forever want to hold.
copyright@2005
Michelle l.wagner
Pondering the Reason for Living
Lost in the darkness for so long
No longer knowing where I belong.
Just can't seem to find hte light
I'm always in a endless plight.
Don't know who I am anymore
Not wanting to open the door.
WE want what we can't have
And that sometimes can make you mad.
Some times love hurts
Just ask the experts.
I opened my heart
You jsut tore it apart.
Ripped it to shreads
Now on egg shells I must tread.
Darkness to light
I'm in hunger now
I might just bite.
I wonder sometimes in fright
I again hear those terrible
echoes through the night.
Pondering if I still have the will to live
Because I can longer give.
BUTTERFLIES ALL RISE
TANKA
SERIES
I
Ah...Spring is here
Although snow is all around
The first to be found
To leave my crysalis and
fly
A Mourning Cloak Butterfly
II
The King...all hail...be
To the beautiful Monarch
High up in the trees
Just for all of us to see
And who could not hail...praise thee
III
The Painted Lady
Is already out to
sea
Cabbage Butterfly
Stays home to care for the farm
Glory be! He said to me
IV
Butterfly-Dog Face
Yes-and
I am pretty-tho'
The Commom Sulphur
Is as pretty a yellow
As any home-made butter
V
The Black Swallowtail
Drinks
nectar from the flowers
For many hours
And has many tales to tell
A poet's know-it...he is
VI
Great King-the
Spangled
Frititlary flys high
Just for all to see-
All his spots are underneath
So's the Red Spotted Purple
VII
We...all
lay our eggs
And caterpillars hatch out
We begin again
And we are all beautiful
Aptly named the butterfly
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Three Little Words
I Love You
Just
three little words
don't seem like enough
for someone whose smile
still brightens my day,
whose touch can make
me forget
the rest of the world.
They don't seem like enough
for someone who's always been there
to celebrate
with me
when everything goes my way
and to hold my hand
when my whole world
seems to fall apart.
But even
though "I Love You"
can't express the depth
of my feelings for you.
I hope you know what's in my heart.
Because
loving you
means more to me
than anything in the world
and it always will.
Anguished Pain Unlrelenquished
to those I care about have
opened my heart
Held in my heart
Holding on to this pain
May tear me apart
But have so much to gain
Think again about
how this could be
Never even feels real to me
I only wish that we could find
That one silent part of our mind
That
has become locked inside
Always wanting to hide
But with some's love and fate
I'm unlocking so much hate
Coming
out of my shell
I no longer feel as I'm in hell
Which One To Choose
Torn between two who love you.
Wow this is so unreal
Not knowing how to deal.
That these I love so
is all I need to know.
I
feel as though
They will both let go.
I'm not their type
it was all just some hype.
Feelings are emotions
I'm
beginning to get the notion.
Everything is from the heart
Even if I sink or I swim
Actually no one wins.
Wondering,Thinking
more and more,
This is a life I'm willing to explore.
Which one should I chose?
It doesn't matter I still lose.
In My Wildest Dreams
So in love and Despair
Knowing
so many care
I wish we all could share.
Learning more and more
It's not hard to unlock this door
Thinking time
and tim e again
How in hte world did this begin?
Just wondering in hope
Yeah I know I look like a dope.
And sounds
pretty sappy
That I could feel this happy!
Lost
and found
another
emotional piece to ones I cherish
If one thing comes true
It will be new.
Filled with emotion
Some
gave the magic potion.
Knowing she can't walk away
Though some want it that way.
The distance she can travel
She
knows she can handle.
Climbing uphill
Knowing she can fit the bill
This isn't right
Being this way every night
They
have opened the light
made her go into flight
Like a bird spreading it's wings in the air
She will never be in Despair
Colors
Expression of the Different cultures and colors of all
Never thought of you as black or white.
Even though you'd
always fight.
Golden was the color I see,
The true form of your being.
You're wondrous as the bumble bee.
Buzzing
above me.
Think of others as equal and true,
Just like me and you.
Coming out of the reality that
People have
racism.
Hatred of not being of one color.
The beliefs are the same.
We were all created equal.
Just language barrier,
Language
barrier.
Causes so many pain.
Why should we always blame?
Never want these terrible dreams come true.
lubricated
Earth PIM 6-1-05
Lubricated
moons shadows
Reminisent streams
tears flow through Earth
Dreams of Another Nature
Follow your heart of dreams
WE all have dreams
They make us who we are.
No one should try to take it away.
These can make
you go far.
Follow your dreams of heart
and find out who we are.
Time
Always being told give it time,
Give it time .Patience.
What happens
when time runs out?
You start to begin to doubt.
Time means nothing,
If you keep shoving.
That down my throat.
It's
not giving me much hope.
Thinking about having to begin again,
Almost like I committed some sort of sin.
You made
me feel complete,
One of the elite.
Desire and compassion,
In the old kind of fashion.
But I love you more and
more,
You finally unlocked that door .
Falling in love
Can a person fall in love at the exchange of a look,
at
the touch of a hand,
or the sweetness of a kiss.
Can you caress my body as no other has done,
or make me feel
like a Goddess sitting upon a throne,
Can you make me feel the ocean,
as the waves hit the shore.
To have
my heart pound inside,
is for me to awaken in the morning thinking of you,
and to fall asleep dreaming of you.
And
believe me my love
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