Dreams

A Mid Summer’s Night Dream

To all those who dare to dream of something more

Part I
Dream of Death

Once upon a mid summer’s night dream,
I awoke to find that nothing in my reality was at it seemed.

I opened my eyes only to be blinded by the sight of the eternal darkness to be,
The lonely abyss of the night is all that I could see,
As far as I looked in every direction,
Not even a glimmer of light could become the Angel’s resurrection.

As I looked around,
I realized that I could not hear a sound,
Not even a pin drop of noise,
Not even a whisper of joys,
I lied in the deafness to my ears,
I became overwhelmed by the darkness of my fears,
But within my heart I could still feel a presence near.

In the very depths of the loneliness of my heart,
I could feel his presence from the very start,
As I searched endlessly around the darkness of the night,
I could feel his undying love for me consuming me in his holy light.

The Lord my God, my eternal savior, the reborn Son,
The Holy trinity, the alpha and omega, our heart to beat as one.

Suddenly I felt my self falling in the abyss,
Loaving for the hearted security of God’s eternal kiss,
I was falling so fast that I could not even take a breath,
Seeing the very life of my soul pass upon me to my death.

As the last breathe of life slipped slowly off the end of my lips,
My entire life came to me as a total eclipse.

Ever so softly I closed my eyes as to fall into an eternal sleep,
With tears of agony I realized then that my heart was never to keep,
This moment was not given as my time to come,
Here lied a moment of life but just a glimmer of what was to become,
Yet my frozen heart lied ever so still,
Paralyzed with such a deep scaring pain the my heart lied without any will,
The very last drip of blood had fallen from my fingers,
And only a numbness of the night is still what lingers.

Part II
Dream of Life

In the very last second of life I felt a warm summer’s breeze,
So the ice began to melt from the freeze,
I felt the life of my blood returning to my heart,
So the pain of numbness I no longer could feel,
For in this moment I know what is real,
The depths of my heart’s love no longer to conceal.

I opened my eyes to find myself lying on an unknown beach,
So the sands of time slipped slowly out of my reach.

As I walked upon the sands of the summer’s eve,
I could feel such a warmth and beauty that I could barely believe,
What a truely wonderous place,
A true heaven on earth to embrace.

The gentle breeze gusted ever so gently through the very fibers of my being,
The crashing of the waves of the sea of tranquility at my feet,
What a remarkably peaceful place to retreat.

I feel that I must be in the dreams of heaven’s sake,
Or should I wonder if I am really awake,
In the end it doesn’t matter much to care,
I just wish upon the stars of heaven that I had someone to share,
The indescribable beauty of this moment to be,
That special someone that has the power to set me free,
Free from the prison within my mind,
Lost in the clouds of heaven hidden from all mankind.

So there I lied walking on the beach into the endless winds of the night,
Not knowing how to escape from the land of fright,
So I walked upon this beach for hours just dreaming of such a soul,
Someone out there in the stars of the night that could make me whole.

After the sands of time came to sit still,
I came to a stop upon a hill,
I searched deep into the ocean blue,
But as hard as I tried I could not find you,
I cried out to God for just one small clue!

Just a little hint of what is to be,
Just a glimmer of light for me to see,
But no such words were to be spoken,
Not even the breeze would say whisper to the silence to be broken,
Nothing but a claming quiet passed into the summer’s night,
Still I lied alone without any guidance from the light.

There lied such a loneliness that none were allowed to know,
A pain that scarred so deep in the depths of my heart from a time long ago,
Even in heaven’s realm I could find no inner peace,
I could find no way to see even a hint of release.

So there I lied in such a heavenly prison,
Wanting so much for the power to be risen.

Part III
Dream of Love

So I turned to the lonely night’s end,
To give freely my hearts love to send,
I looked up into a blanket of eternal stars,
And so I wished upon the heavens for that one soul that could free me from my bars,
Someone that would mend my heart and heal my deepest scars.

The blackness of the night was crystal clear,
I could feel the longing of your presence become near,
Not a single lonely cloud in the sky,
But still no reply.

I cried out into the night so long,
For the melody of true love’s first song.

I gazed upon the infinity of the stars of the heavens above,
Searching endlessly for that one trueness found in love,
I came upon the brightest of them all,
And at that moment I could hear the soft whisper of your call.

Just a gliding rustle in the winds of the summer’s night,
But I could hear with deaf ears the true love of what’s right,
In just a whisper I could hear the raging fire within the light,
A light with such a purity of soul that I was blinded by the sight.

I dropped to my knees and began to cry,
With tears of love I became to sigh,
Tears of joy lost in pain,
So many years lost in vain.

I could bear not to look at the purity of beauty’s toll,
Such an overwhelming feeling to become whole.

From the first moment that I dared to look into the window of your soul,
I realized in the very moment that our souls become whole.

It is written forever in the stars to be,
That true love shall always live in the stars of eternity.

And so I realized in my dream,
That not everything in my reality was as it seemed.

So many times,
So many faces,
I looked for you in so many places,
And now I realize that you are there,
Forever in my heart’s soul to share.

So I awaken back to the loneliness of my bed,
Now knowing that my true love is what lies ahead.

At the moment I gave up looking for my truest love,
Was the very same moment that I died and was sent to the heavens above,
But in doing so I was imprisoned on an angel’s cloud,
And it was there I lied where no love was to be allowed,
Into my heart’s keep,
Into the dreams of my soul I did weep.

But in such a dream I found the true one,
A true love given as a gift by the Son.

A path may be for-seen in the distance if one closes theirs eyes as to be blind,
For it is our eyes that confined,
And to close off their ears as to be deaf,
For within the deafness of our ears may we may hear the music’s clef,
In such a moment there lies the truth,
It is in the dreams of heaven that we may find the fountain of youth,
The truth being that we are never alone,
And a path in the darkness of the night shall always be shown.

The very thing that we search for into the night so long,
Is the very thing closest to our hearts soul all along!!!

To find true love,
One need only never stop dreaming…